Rain coming,Kenny G playing,Headache subsided,I want to blog.something.

"How is your work treating you man?" - A good friend sms ed some weeks ago. My reply was something like "still have the job". Thanks to recession , we dont even know what we deserve from our career.

How is my work(career) going? If I ask to myself, I am unsatisfied..I was for a long time in bench , and even after getting into a project I have not proven much. Slogging I do ,but that just consoles me shamelessly from the guilt of careless sloppy absent minded work hours. It is better to be left unsaid , many of my loserly ways.My team lead friend is still carrying me on his shoulders.It is not easy once we adopt easy life ways.I picked it during hostel days-clearly visible in my CV. 95%,89%,76%,60%. This is the data of my SSLC,+2,S1S2,and S3 performances.

Still I am not unbearable I hope...I have some good things in me I feel..Taking things as they come is a time tested technique and I am doing that I know.

So even as the facts that I am a person of limited skills who has achieved some things with the help of good people and gods grace and I have more void in me than substance and some other smaller facts that I never see the bigger picture about life occurs to me , I am ok with life because my instincts are leading my pursuit of happiness well.